GUYRUKLU

"Ulan bilader sorma dï¿½n
baï¿½ï¿½ma geleni :

Canï¿½n ï¿½ekmesin, "ï¿½kï¿½z
helvasï¿½" yapmï¿½ï¿½ avrat.

Tereyaayï¿½la da doldurmuï¿½ mu
gï¿½beeni,

ï¿½ï¿½le bi gï¿½zel olmuï¿½, yeme de
yanï¿½nda yat...

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Curk curk deyi helvayï¿½
indirike mideye,

Dememiï¿½in avrada "eline
saalï¿½k" deye..."

"Zï¿½kï¿½mï¿½n kï¿½kï¿½nï¿½
ye! Canalï¿½cï¿½ ye emi!"

"Deme mi onca yï¿½llï¿½k
avradï¿½m ï¿½rebiye?"

Bi hoï¿½ oldum bilader, helva
bunnumdan geldi.

Bi hï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mla tepsiyi sofradan
ï¿½ekdi, aldï¿½ :

"ï¿½ocuklar alï¿½n bunu,
siz iï¿½erde yen." Dedi.

Ben de ï¿½ekildim emme aklï¿½m
helvada galdï¿½.

Dadï¿½na doyamadan dedim
"Elhamdï¿½rï¿½llah."

Evde durulmaz gaari, gediyom
ben eyvallah...

Deep gakdï¿½m ayaa, tam kapï¿½ya
vardï¿½ï¿½mda:

Bi ï¿½ey oldu bacaama,
"Yetiï¿½ avrat, Bismillah!"

"Ay adï¿½ batasï¿½ca, ï¿½dï¿½m
sï¿½ddï¿½ neyin var?"

"ï¿½alvarï¿½n ï¿½u cebinde
sanki biï¿½ey gï¿½mï¿½lar...

Avrat mï¿½ï¿½msemeden, bunnunu
gï¿½vï¿½rarak:"

"Bï¿½re getirmissindir o
gavelerden hazar..."

"ï¿½abï¿½k ol ï¿½rebiye,
guyruklu bu heralda...

Sï¿½k bakan ï¿½u cebimi, galï¿½n
bi ï¿½abï¿½t al da...

Bï¿½n bï¿½n bakï¿½nï¿½p durma,
tokadï¿½ goocaan ï¿½indi.

Dï¿½n birin ï¿½ldï¿½rdï¿½ï¿½dï¿½m, arka
odada ï¿½ulda..."

O gorkuula ï¿½ï¿½kdï¿½ï¿½dï¿½, almï¿½ï¿½
goca bi peï¿½gir,

Dedim, olur o iï¿½da, hadi
bekleme, getir.

Boyuna gï¿½mï¿½ldaayor, cebimin
ï¿½urasï¿½nda

Eyi dut da sokmasï¿½n bi
yerimi ï¿½u kafir..."

"Dutdum emme nasï¿½l den,
buna "guyruklu" deyi

Bu daha bï¿½yï¿½k bi ï¿½ey
guyruklu olsa eyi...

Titireeyor ï¿½lï¿½cek heral, can
ï¿½ekiï¿½iyor,

ï¿½ldï¿½rï¿½rsem garï¿½ï¿½man, hak etdim
bi kï¿½peyi..."

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"Bi dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ndï¿½m bu yaï¿½da
yakï¿½ï¿½maacak heï¿½ ï¿½lmek,

Taa golay gibi geldi, avrada
kï¿½pe almak...

Soona, ulan bilader,
"guyruklu sokdu , ï¿½ldï¿½"

Dedirtmekten kï¿½tï¿½ mï¿½ bi
kï¿½peye fit olmak?"

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"ï¿½ldï¿½rdï¿½m, gorkma
gaari, galmasï¿½n sende ï¿½ï¿½pe,

Yarï¿½n en eyisinden isderin
emme kï¿½pe...

Gandï¿½rï¿½rsan affetmen,
annadï¿½rï¿½n herkeze;

Sï¿½z verdin bak bi kere, un
serme sakï¿½n ipe..."

"Sï¿½z iï¿½da, tamam avrat
bï¿½rak da ipi, unu,

ï¿½ï¿½kar da bi gï¿½relim ï¿½unun ne
olduunu...

Yoosa gï¿½rï¿½ceksin sen aacï¿½k
soona gocanï¿½n

Guyrukludan gurtulup,
marakdan ï¿½ldï¿½ï¿½nï¿½..."

"Gorkundan ï¿½slatdï¿½n bak
ï¿½alvarï¿½nï¿½,donunu,

ï¿½nsan bi iï¿½ yapdï¿½ï¿½nda hesab
eder sonunu,

Neden sakladï¿½n benden ï¿½enesi
ï¿½ï¿½kasï¿½ca,

Sï¿½yle ne zaman aldï¿½n, bu cep
telefonunu?"

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"Ne bileen ben bilader,
indirimin sonuumuï¿½,

Bakdï¿½m hoï¿½uma getdi, hem de
gampanyalï¿½ï¿½mï¿½ï¿½,

Aldï¿½ï¿½m ï¿½ocuk, ayarï¿½ meï¿½er
"sessiz"e almï¿½ï¿½

Gorkudan iï¿½eddiren o cep
telefonuumuï¿½..."

24.01.2009 -
Alanya

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